I've been avoiding the infamous India questions long enough. The "Your still here?", "When are you leaving?" and my personal favorite "Did you call them?". So, here is the story of how India came and went.
As of today, I have been fighting with the visa company for two months. A process that was said to take 7-10 days is going on 60 and I still don't have a visa. Simply put, the Indian bureaucracy can be described as being plagued with "challenged" out sourcing companies, enough red tape to stretch from New York to California 50 times and millions of people sticking to rules and protocol that don't even exist. Don't get me wrong, I have met some lovely people in the process. However, the whole experience was a complete mess and that is putting it politely. So, here's the shocker!!!
One week ago, we were randomly notified by the company that our positions are being terminated and that we are not going to India. Just the day before, we were told that this one mysterious document that we needed to finally get our visas was on the way. In a matter of hours, it was all over. I was unemployed, homeless and stuck in the states. We had given up everything, our homes, our jobs, our lives. We were all staying with friends and relatives while trying to fight the "India Monster" (inside joke lol). I can't even begin to explain how I feel about the company and the way things occurred. However, in the interest of not getting upset all over again, I am going to keep those feelings to myself.
In every situation, I try to look at the light at the end of the tunnel. Trust me, it took me a while to see the light in this one. However, I have learned that only god has the master plan. We can hope, we can claim, we can organize, we can plan until we are blue in the face. But, I have learned that we have to stop and ask god for guidance. We have to ask god for our plan to be executed according to his will. Only god can see the future and he can see the flaws in our plan when we can't. India was my plan and not his. Anyone, who knows me knows I am not the preaching type at all. However, I know how to recognize a message.
Ive accepted what happened and I have learned so much from it. The India train passed me by while I was waiting on the platform. After hearing that our school has no students and that none of the employees at the company know how to "behave with care", I am now standing on the platform waving as the train passes me by. I wish it the best but Im glad Im not on it. I think India is a beautiful place with so much to offer. Unfortunately, my experience with India was tainted by a company who just didn't do their homework. Contrary to you may think, I am not discouraged from my dream. I will make it overseas. I will travel the world. In fact, something much greater is in the works for me at the moment. Stay Tuned!! The best has yet to come!